Please accept my very sincere sympathy for such an especially sad loss. To lose a baby is beyond my comprehension; your pain must be immeasurable. I know that there are no words that I can say to take away your pain, but please take comfort in Jesus words found at John 5:28,29, where we see that the Bible holds out the promise of bringing back to life on earth all those who have died. At Luke 8:49-56 we are given the real life account of Jesus resurrecting a young girl back to the arms of her parents. We are promised that same type of resurrection, when all sickness, death and pain will be gone forever. (Revelation 21:4) So even though your time with Jayson was far too short, in the near future you’ll have him forever. I know you are grieving now, but I hope these scriptures will strengthen and comfort you though this difficult time.